charteo: relinked :D
i fell asleep before the channel 5 news started last night, and i recall my mom telling me to go sleep. what happened after that i cannot remember.
i remember waking up some time this morning and i found my light on, and then i didn't change before i went to sleep. i couldn't check the time because my handphone was i don't know where, and i couldn't find my specs either. i woke up at 12+ and went to ask my dad where my specs were. he said something about he passing me my specs while he was bringing up the stairs, and he eventually found it in the toilet. and i'm like 'i went to the toilet?'. i can't remember a thing la, but i must have just plonked down into bed and fell asleep right there and then. haha, i wish someone took a video, i must have been a walking zombie la.
dad bought lunch and then he went for work and i finally watched Goong today, the one that jiarong lent me. i've completed disc 3 of 24 already. it's kinda draggy, maybe cos it's only the starting. i'm still feeling flu-ish, and it sucks.
great realisation dawned upon me just now, way freaky luh. i'm like thinking of kelly telling me something about and then i'm like thinking what told me about long ago and like suddenly i'm like 'omg may just know'. and now i'm like, oh freaking shit am i screwed? i shall pluck up the courage to go ask later, haha.
jon kwong's coming back today (:
tmr's plans are still pretty unsure :/
17:53
annabelle: jonathan was supposed to go massage judy la, and not me. it was like damn embarrassing okay :/ like ew, uncomfortable feeling man, either way.
cell chalet was pretty okay.
people were on a high and guitars being strummed. it was pretty cool. went pasir ris beach for solitude and oh man, that was awesome (: kayakers, totally rocking memories. sleeping time was noisy. bbq was on the verge of no hope, but some nice fellow came to help and our food was cooked to perfection. ever so yummy chicken wings and sting rays plus corn :D i'll go bug my mom to buy corn now xD checked out today, and the others went escape while i came home. like duh, i'm flu-ish and you want me to go escape? haha, yeah right. and hoho, i tried jolly shandy. and even though it's only a wee bit of alcohol, it tastes a bit yucky when i take big gulps, tiny sips and it still tastes pretty nice.
so anyways, joyce and kelly coming over on friday to eat instant noodles -.-
i'm still waiting for green iPod nano la :/
13:29
judy: okay, right now, i'm itching all over already la :/
shah: haha, if fruit juice is for nerds, how come you kept on drinking mango juice last year eh?
feliciayip: hahaha, lorry lorry! damn scary la.
sunday, the oh-so-perfect sunday :DD
woke up late. i was supposed to leave home at 11, but i woke up at 11. so i reached airport at like super late la, 1250 there about. then back to expo for service. i saw lbpt, gdd and that one lor. hahaha, super cool okay. service was pretty cool la.
then after that a short cell, though not exactly cell la. hm, went home with kelly. dropped at commonwealth and took the bus home.
out for dinner with parents and mom's ex-client. hairy crab, not really what i fancy. home, packed for retreat and bathed.
today, i have to hurry, cos i have to leave the house like really really soon. in fact, i'm late already. but i had to use the com one time before i leave for retreat.
sigh, i'll be gone for 3D2N, with no com whatsoever. but at least there's a tv, but what shows to watch la. bringing money to go arcade and whatsoever. totally cool man.
alright, gotta scram.
seeing . online can make a girl smile
11:51
first up, i was online yesterday but i had no energy to type at all :/
and..
happy birthday isaac!
happy birthday valerie!
so that's yesterday stuff, now for today. haiya, nothing much la. just composed an email to joyce. and i'm just gonna copy and paste it, with certain edits of course.
watchmates: natasha, justine, yiwen, sophia, judy, evangeline, venetia, qianru, felicia yip, melissa tong, resa, ona, fathima, chuiling, zhihui, me.
tentmates: fathima, chuiling, zhihui, me :D
day one
we're mobile.
we were all grouped according to schools. at least i was stuck with people i know, maybe i'll show you the photo some time, but that one sucks the second one was nicer -.- of all watches, i had to get Nila Utama. like hello, it took me two days to get the name right -.- we were supposed to go learn kayaking, but it rained halfway and that's done. slept in the cookhouse, cos it was too late and too wet to go pitch a tent, we didn't even know how to yet.
day two
packed backpacks and trekked to camp 1. canvas jump thing and high elements stuff. i climbed like 3/4 of it, no more energy and harness was too tight. camped near the sea, it was crawling with so many sandflies and ants la. and our tent bag was missing fly sheet and ground sheet. three out of four people in my tent didn't bathe, zhihui, fathima, me; and we were the smelly dudes :D chuiling was complaining away la. sore throat came somewhere around at night. maybe cos i was up there, hanging near the tyres, shouting "ahhh, it's so high!" or "eee, very tiring la!".
and you know, my dad told me stories when i came home. the reservoir there's haunted, cos there's like a cemetery near there. and the flying fox thing, the really high thing before you enter camp 1? yeah there's a big rock there, and at night that place is very safe, for it has a 'permanent watchman'. you know what i mean, right? though i must say, i felt kinda spooked around that area.
day three
ah yes, land ex with the freak heavy backpack. amazing pulau with the checkpoints and whatsoever? completed 4 out of 5 fast forwards. we made a detour back to camp 2 first to retrieve missing items and wasted 1 hour there. and oh, i applied counterpain and it burnnned. and whalao, one of the checkpoints was like near a tombstone/grave. eek! wasn't able to complete everything by stipulated time so just went straight to final destination. road block! the pebble throwing thingy. then it rained, so no rafting :/ and Tenzing watch arrived super late. rained stopped, and quarry jumped! that was kinda cool, but a bit scary la. played captain's ball, but actually, me and my friend just floated around, haha.
camped near the gate/shoreline there. applied more counterpain and burnnned even more -.- at night, wasn't feeling too well man, feverish. tentmates wanted to go tell instructor, but hello, it's already 3 days in, i'm gonna go all the way. so i said wait til morning, and i was better. ah, the power of prayer :D
and oh yes, another mobile came in around 10pm, covered in mud. their sea ex went horribly wrong, hit with low tide and full of sand fly bites :/
day four
ah yes, sea ex :D took the boat to some ulu-fied place and retrieved kayaks. and ugh, all muddy thanks to the previous mobile. but high tide, so kayaking was okay. we kept banging into the mangrove trees because i haven't found the wonders of steering yet -.- stupid bridge, we had to carry the kayaks over, and that caused us time, so much so that another mobile caught up with us. it rained la -.- kayaking in the rain was kinda cool. but all the perspiration got into my eyes, and it was freaking stinging la. ended up kayaking without specs until the rain stopped. and ew, omg, all the mini jerricans were mixed up so much so we had to just grab anyone. and our ziplog of food had muddy sea water in them, gross! kayaked from about 11am to 4pm. once we hit the open sea it was tough, stupid current was against us. and zhihui and i got freaking scared whenever a wave came. and i realised, if you don't paddle properly, you'll feel as if you're about to capsize. reached camp 2, and we had to wash kayaks -.- but we got a shower too, from the dear instructors who sprayed water at us. after everything, formed a circle and did the masssage chain :D okay, it was nice, but i have no comment on it alright.
took a long awaited bath, didn't have a proper dinner, just the individual foods. sophia and her lame jokes la. i swear i'll never forget the dirty joke. everyone stoned, waiting for a punchline until someone got it and laughed. fathima was on a high, asking everyone where they lived, what they lived in, and what food are they addicted to?
camped near the sea that night. zhihui picked a sloping piece of land. and by the time we woke up the next morning, all four of us occupied only one half of the tent and legs all over. hahaha.
day five
supposed to go jetty jumping, but majority of watch members didn't really want to. so we cleaned up the store, and our watch had to clean the boys' toilet. damn filthy la, shit floating in the bathing cubicle. then tshirts, like oh man, by the time we got there they only had limited sizes left. i ended up buying one from my friend. only one! the black one which says "to serve to strive and not to yield" and the back. oh man, boring, i want a white one la. the one with the.. what do you call the steering wheel of the boat? it's something wheel right?
instructor was Naf, and i'll never forget the apple crumble that made us feel guilty. and the cheer that we did for her that made her love us with a group hug (:
Nafeezah, you power, you look like WHOO
Nafeezah, you macho, you look like HURH
Nafeezah, you sexy, you look like (insert whistle thingy)
OO GA SHA GA x2
Nafeezah x2
OO GA SHA GA x2
Nafeezah x2
GO Nafeezah!
i'm super sunburnt; arms, neck, thighs a bit, face a bit, and not to mention my body lip -.-
i'm super aching all over la, okay just upper body only. and you said you were so aching you couldn't move when you came home. haha!
mom bought chicken rice for dinner, my day one craving :D
had cup noodles for lunch when i came home, my everyday craving :D
and i realised i'm addicted to fruit juice xD
so that's the obs story, and that's sadly the end of it. i could have left out several stuff that i could have forgotten, but for now this is all there is. i wished it was better, but it's still alright.
and i still wanna grow up and be a instructor (:
17:16
mom got me a new pillow, a soft squishy one (:
woke up when alarm rang today, i couldn't go to sleep after that. was supposed to have lunch at home, but apparently i wasn't hungry, so used the com. then bathed and went for church. when the stupid discman stopped spinning, i had to endure a long and boring journey from home to expo without any entertainment. oh man. and oh man, the expo area was damn freaking crowded la, freaking annoying. all because of the asia pacific food expo and the key event, bob the builder -.-
service was pretty okay, we sang mighty to save (: i think it's a really powerful song la. tribe meeting after that. and then home. no sign of lbpt, no sign of gdd ): haiya, returned jon his dvd la, and i'm feeling damn sad la. i so should have bought one myself man -.- dropped at commonwealth today, and took 198 home. it certainly beats walking home from clementi can.
oh shit man, it's like obs for the next five days. i'm freaking scared. there's like so many questions in my mind. sometimes you can't sleep cos you're excited, but i think i can't sleep because i'm nervous. i sorta blog hopped and i could see several people who are like all reluctant to go for obs. i'm hesitant, not reluctant, though i don't see a diff. i'll be back friday, and i'm sure i'll be okay :/
positive mindset, positive thinking, p-o-s-i-t-i-v-e. obs is gonna be a-okay (:
i see you looking at me :D
like ew, that song's stuck in my head la, haha.
11:23
i woke up at 1030 today, when we were supposed to meet at 1030. haha, but dad came home, so he gave me a ride to clementi mrt.
the day there was pretty boring. actual graduation was at tct. yeah, it felt really good to be home (: magicbox and all. after the whole thing was over, kelly, denise, amanda and i went to kfc to eat, then took the bus home. once again, felt really sleepy on board luh.
bathed and all, went to centrepoint. pizza hut for dinner :D okay, totally cool. but omg, i overate like shit la. salad, soup, garlic bread and two pizzas. one was cheesy lava, good, but oh so filling :/
shopped around in robinsons after that. bought what i wanted, though not exactly. mom bought her pillow xD dad was being totally crappy, he comes up with seriously lame stuff. for example, last night i asked him..
yj: where's block 333 in clementi?
dad: next to block 334.
like what the hell la, haha. told my dad my discman stopped spinning, so yeah, i think he agreed to get me an iPod nano for christmas :D and i accidentally said out 'that'll be my christmas present for the next 5 years' and my dad heard -.- so oh shit, but i don't think they'll stick to it, WOULD THEY? argh, what the hell.
church tmr, i'm kinda looking forward. cos it feels as if you're going home, in a way (: no cell tmr, means i'm coming home early, YEAH!
but sigh, then it's gonna be monday, and i'm heading to obs. oh freak, i'm scared. but i know it'll be fun, i know it'll be all okay (:
i own 12 polo tees in 9 different colours
5 Hang Ten, 2 Bossini, 5 Giordano
Blue, Green, Red, Pink, Yellow, Black, Orange, Beige, Brown
23:55
when i came home today, the cat was sleeping on the exact same spot again -.- ew, it's as if i have a new pet cat.
farewell party today, was damn sleepy in the morning la. so i suppose it went along pretty fine, but still i have no comments la. ended earlier than expected, so it's good :D
aw man, mom just called; she's going out with her cell leader. so no orchard, no fancy dinner ): just instant noodles, the tv and me :/
and the school holidays have officially started, which means the primary school kids are gonna be out too, BOO.
touch childcare graduation thing to attend tmr. but at least it's something worthwhile, so okay lor. positive mindset, right? x)
and hopefully orchard at night. oh pretty please, i really need to go buy stuff la. obs is coming like really, really soon la! and i need it before then, hmpfs.
listening to Year 3000 by Jonas Bros, and it's totally rocking. listen to it REAL LOUD, cos it's like REAL COOL xD
17:01
talked with mom last night about JCs again. she wants me to go somewhere that's convenient and relatively okay. the only one, ACJC. one minute she wants me there, another minute she doesn't. but what the hell, it's 9 points, it's gonna be way tough. lets all aim to be the girl to go to raffles with 5 points. but freak, i don't know la. if you have faith, you can do it, right? but i'm still going acjc, but who knows la, i may or may not even make it there.
oh and last night, around 1am or something like that, i was damn tempted to go get supper. some hot soup would have been nice. don't you just love boiling hot soup? i love it like i love jelly! once again, it's the start of my hungry weekzone or something. so i went out of my room, my dad was spying at people from my toilet. haha, he heard noises i think :/ then he went into his room, and i went downstairs. then my mom went into my toilet, and obviously i didn't want to let her know i was sneaking supper la. so i guess it just wasn't meant to be, and i went back to sleep - hungry ):
gotta make a trip to queensway soon, i've got stuff i want to buy. mom promised me, but we didn't go in the end. this weekend, i hope.
parents dropped me off in school. met sandra, and waited for dorcas. workshop thing was pretty relaxing, i like :D planned the stuff, and dorcas and me left for kelly's house. saw the streaming postings. but like wth, it's all jumbled up and it's all mixed. so much so that i no longer understand. BOO.
waited damn long for 195. ASHER :D at least i'm not as afraid of him anymore. went to vivo after that. bought breadtalk :D then went long john, then went giant. wanted to go B&J, but we had no space for icecream. one day, one day i must go eat B&J la.
supposed to go running today, but i think i'm too tired la. so tmr, DEFINITELY, after school.
farewell party tmr, hopefully all goes well la. it's nerve-wrecking really, and i'm not even the one planning for it. but i'm sure it'll be all okay :D we've got to make it worth our while.
17:04
kelly's stuffed toy dog from the cell :D
and we have kelly's real dog, ASHER :D
kelly found this amusing, cos it was so green23:25
woke up to an alarm today :/
bathed and went to meet vivocity to meet kelly, peishi and joyce :D
candy empire! then bought movie tickets, shopped around, went for movie, sky park and shopped around.
movie was pretty cool, a bit draggy here and there, but still cool :D Channing's so not hot la -.- he, slightly better than average. but yeah, the finale was rocking man. bought two more polo tees to add on to my collection. dull green and brown :DD man, went converse, and i saw the same pair of converses that i've been staring at for the past week la. the brown/limegreen star player. like omg, $69.90, i totally want la. and kelly and joyce bought me and peishi those flower things from toys r us, and i bet it was because of the 'being nice to somebody' that jiarong sent out the other day -.- but okay, it's pretty :D oh yes, went arcade too. bishibashi wasn't working, oh kill me! damn sad la. air hockey only one table was working, and it was always hogged by some other dudes man. so car racing lor, twice in fact, pretty cool man :D at least i don't drive/accelerate aimlessly anymore, haha. and time crisis 2 lor, stupid gunnn. but pretty cool, i wish i had endless cash to play man x)
grandma (dad's side) called while my mom was in the shower, so i was helpless. like oh shit man, she spoke in hokkien. sure, i understood, but i didn't know how to answer her :/ i told my mom, and she found it freaking funny -.-
out for dinner with mom. we talked and gossipped about stuff, haha. :D things are good right now, so irregardless of what happens during obs, i'll be okay.
school tmr for some cca leaders workshop shit thing D: then gonna go hypermarket after that to get stuff for farewell. mom's sponsoring the cake, ah (:
i wanna watch Just Friends, but it's NC16 la. as in, it seems kinda cool, and there's ryan reynolds :D read the review in life! today and it said 'don't watch it with your bmf - it'll be too awkward'. haha, it seems cool, should be perfect to catch with joyce, but haiya, NC16 la, and i'm not the type to sneak into other movies :/ i'm like only one year difference la, pfft! perhaps it's time we changed gbf to bmf, bmf sounds safer, and in a way, slightly more refined. haha, my foot man! xD but gbf still sounds cool, in a weird sorta way, haha.
phone sms about to burst limit, so restricting, restricting. only replying to important ones, with my parents' handphones alrights :/ i didn't think it'll come to this extent la.
apparently, my heart's still with germany <3
dancing can be hot&sexy xD fine ignore the fact i just said that, but it's true!
23:16
specially dedicated..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY :D
loves<3
22:48
honey: nah, i only had one x)
woke up and watched tv. dang, the same old routine every single morning. and mornings, have nothing interesting. waited til about 2 plus, then dad finally decided to go shopping. went beach road for lunch, then shopped around for my obs stuff. dad was looking for a friendly person to purchase stuff from. one shop, and bought it all. then went IMM, bought kelly's present. came home, bathed and went to kelly's place. ASHER :D okay, it's cute la, but fine, i'm a wee bit scared of dogs :/ dinner at genki sushi with kelly, her parents and aunty mel. i had chawanmushi :D those green peas :D soft shell crab :D sashimi :D and haagen dazs' cookies and cream :D haha, main highlights la, along side with several other stuff. new found love for sashimi, like seriously, hehe.
going vivo tmr. step up, step up! like -.-, kelly already watched la, and she's gonna go watch again. i need to go buy more tshirts, maybe converse or giordano round neck tees. but whatever, i'm bringing extra shorts tmr, just in case xD candy empire, mom wants jellybeans xD on the same topic, she's already started her christmas carols cds, been bugging my dad to put them into the car :/
i don't think i'm liking blogger beta D:
22:36
honey: haha, hello! :D
pfft! re-read her stupid email, and it made me roll my eyes. seriously, i can already sense the tone she's speaking in. just because i'm this and that, i have to do this and that. aw man, it makes me feel so agitated la. i can't stand her freaking attitude man. her sarcasm can make people cry, her sarcasm is freaking annoying. i'm not talking about anyone in particular. fine, ignore that.
today was pretty much uneventful. slept at 1am, woke up at noon. then it began raining heavily, so mom didn't wanna go out in the end. watched Haven, like right smack in front of my mom. then watched some more tv, and surprisingly fell asleep. watched more tv, then went jogging with mom. walked to clementi after that for dinner and back home. okay, a very uneventful day.
tmr, dad's off, so we're going obs shopping stuff. then at night, i don't know la, but i got invited to kelly's birthday dinner. i swear i'm gonna stick out like a sore thumb :/ but yeah, genki sushi at forum. i'm gonna go over earlier to see Asher! :D and oh shit la, have to go buy her prezzie too, hee.
i'm freaking scared about obs la, zhihui made me feel scared too.
the farewell party has encountered several problems, it sucks.
oh mans, i'm feeling damn bored. and i couldn't care less about my holiday homework.
currently addicted to two things; jonas brothers and angels brought me here.
like oh man, i really really really want the jonas brothers' album :D their songs are like freaking cool, in the copied and edited kinda way, heh. but i don't know if hmv has? if it does, it'll probably be like click five the other time, nearly $40. !!! until prices start to drop, but i don't know la.
haha, the stupid (not literally, okay) behind-the-scenes segment in the haven dvd got me hooked onto this freaking song, and along with a whole lot of other songs :/
if you could see what i see
that you're the answer to my prayers
and you could feel the tenderness i feel
you would know, it would be clear that angels brought me here
22:14
clarissa: haha, hello! and no, i don't look cute la -.-
fell asleep watching ngc yesterday, and i waiting for 10pm to watch discovery la. i was tired, so it was expected. dad called home at 11.10pm, i answered in those sleepy tone stuff.
yj: hello
dad: sleeping ah?
yj: no la
dad: then what are you doing?
yj: i don't know
dad: do you want to go fetch mom and go for supper?
yj: don't want la
but c'mon la, what i found really funny was the fact that i actually said 'i don't know' and denied that i was sleeping. haha!
went to bed after that, fell asleep instantly.
woke up at 738, but continued sleeping til 923. watched ngc again! haha, they had hollywood science, and it was titanic la. i love titanic! leonardo dicaprio :D
okay, left late, but that was cause i knew joyce was gonna be late la. so met joyce in the airport, bought light lunch, bought cake and back to expo. went to attributes, haha, saw wenjing and peishi! back to fcbc for service.
service was pretty cool. lbpt sighted, but wt today. and oh man, i've found out stuff, things that i didn't entirely wished to know. but it's okay, i'm okay. ):
altar call..
joyce: eh, suddenly your eye pain.
yj: HAHAHAHA
like seriously, cos that was one of the words given to ps melvyn. and because m went down. and i'm like laughing cos i thought joyce was saying my eye became pain after staring too long xD and wheehee, jon lent me Haven! (:
after service, celebrated kelly's birthday, short cellgroup, stuck around waiting for clarence just to return a yearbook, and took the mrt home. practically saw everyone today :D
dinner at bukit timah, supermarket and home.
mom's not working tmr, maybe gonna go shopping :D
obs shopping with dad on tuesday
going to watch step up on wednesday :D
school on thursday and friday, bish! D:
kindergarten stuff on saturday
and church on sunday :D
and oh dammit i'm going for obs
and oh shit i'm freak scared :/
dad bought new running shoes, aasics, he wanted to try something new -.-
he asked me about manchester united's scores just now. like oh man, he's a man u fan? NOOO!
ah, the wonders of cable tv, after being away for so long.
and sometimes, i think i talk too much :/
23:36
i've been posting in parts today, it's really annoying
record time in recent months
six and a half hours and counting
yes, that's the amount of time i've spent on the computer since i came back from camp
but stomach's growling, and i need to bathe
so i should be off soon, i think
19:29
pictures are here! :D
haha, i sneaked this photo
now my shoes look so, old
jojo's brown strap heels, it's nice
i saw higher heels that night
the laptop's not ours by the way
late night crammings of project presentation
jojo jumping bunks for the afternoon
yoke may sleeping
first night of camp last night of camp
epl highlights
being bored at QH
16:09
watching Russell Peters on YouTube
like omg, it's super funny
insulting at times, but c'mon, crude humour can be funny too
whoohoo
15:17
jocelyn: so perhaps that time in the canteen, with him stoning and sulking, he was suffering from depression?
using blogger beta, so was testing stuff out.
i'm finally back from camp after 4 days and 3 nights, and i'm glad i survived it all. it was rather enjoyable, the bittersweet kind. and you get to meet new people :D
and now, here's a long long post dedicated to my boredom.
8th nov
met dorcas at bm macs for breakfast. and who else do i meet but ps eugene and ps lawrence tan, seated at the table behind me, freaky :/
group B people gathered in school, some workshop then lunch.
headed off to Quality Hotel for dining and social etiquette course. Mr Christian Chua, edutainer, "how to be a people magnet". omg, he had the whole group of us in stitches throughout the whole seminar. He had an all expense paid trip in Perth when he met a total stranger, he was upgraded to business class on cathay because of a compliment, he had his meal replaced at sakae (hair in his rice) when he complimented the restaurant and they even gave his whole family free ice cream. he purchased a $100 ticket to russell peters' show in singapore, and he shared some of the crude jokes with us. but yeah, to a certain extent, mr chua reminds me of like, the singapore-styled russell x) he did some impersonation of mr bean, and omg, he sounded 100% like him. so yes, that was the event that had the hugest impact on me throughout the whole camp. during the meal (which later came to be our dinner as well, at 4pm), he asked 'intelligent questions'. like why is the sky blue? of course, funny answers from the floor were like "because God made it so" and "because the grass is green". but the answer was some scientific shit thing of reflection and light :/ mr chua, funny-lame, but so inspirational :D
after the seminar, group A came, and we split into groups for forums. i didn't quite understand mine.
bus to downtown east. 1717, seventeen seventeen! roommates with dorcas, yoke may and yvonne! :D i got the mattress aka the pull-out bed, but it was still comfy, though not equally. watched the epl highlights halfway before falling asleep. chalet, 3 light switches, 2 were switched on, fan speed on 1, tv on, aircon at 23degrees. yeah, that's how we slept the first night.
i pratically woke up every hour, and the tv noise kept me awake for quite some time before i managed to fall asleep. once, i woke up to some talk show, the ellen show? but one time, i woke up to the advertisement on ghost whisperer :/
9th nov
whole room was awake by 630. ended up watching news on cna all the way to 8. went back to QH for seminars and workshops and forums, whatever. you know, mr francis can be an inspiration at times.
had to rush project presentation at night. the committee met up in mrs de hamel's room :D was there at 1045pm, after going cheers with dorcas and having two cans of coffee plus a pack of chips. it was supposed to keep us awake during the meeting. stayed all the way to about 150am. some of us were so tired and couldn't think straight. but ended up mr francis chased us out of the room and made us go back and sleep. i went back to bathe. the room stayed awake til about 3am plus before one by one, everyone fell asleep. we were pretty noisy, laughing and laughing. but it was fun, and it made up for the boredom caused the entire day. OH-HAI-YO! x) slept with tv off that night.
10th nov
yoke may and yvonne were supposed to wake up at 530 to go complete their presentations, and me and dorcas scheduled to wake up at 630. alarms were set, and they went off. but none of us woke up at all, until 740. watched 'zao an ni hao' x)
completion of our groups presentation and whatever (in the end we weren't required to present). dorcas, jojo and me went back to 1717 to watch tv! watched kids central, teenage mutant ninja turtles! ah yes, the deprived childhoods. lunch and preparation for formal dinner. ah, practising walking in high heels x) headed to ballroom for dinner. dinner was so-so, forum was no comment. but i'm proud of the table peeps, they asked questions (: but the feeling was still awkward x) when ms lee asked me to share some stuff thing, i was so scared/shy, whatever you call it, that i almost wanted to cry :/ and hurr, mr francis' baby daughter, Bernadette Francis. which according to mrs kong, will be the next theresian leader :D back to chalet, watched survivor and fell asleep after that. to think i actually planned to watch the epl preview. but no, fell asleep at midnight.
11th nov
i think nobody set an alarm. so when clarissa came knocking on the door at 8am sharp, everyone sat up with a start with yoke may screaming "8 o' clock already!" so yeah, the whole room panicked. briefing and stuff, headed back home after that. dad picked me up and bought lunch and now i'm here. yes, home sweet home.
dad's working, mom's on offsite, so i have to settle dinner on my own.
church tmr, i'm looking forward :D
i've been so positive lately, it's really scary :/
disappointing, enthralling, or whatever feelings that come my way, just hit me, bring it on, and i'll be ready.
stand-up comedy :D
14:48
HOME SWEEEEEEEEEEET HOME
be back later
13:28
and just like that, tuesday is just about gone.
went out for lunch with dad before he dropped me off in school for industrial visit. may yong came! :D went to take a ferry to semakau landfill. sat in the conference room for who knows how long, but it sure felt longgg. i suppose you gain some knowledge, but it was longgg. sightseeing of the place, it's actually pretty nice; peaceful and calm.
stopped at the southern most point for a breather, or something like that. in the distant, you can see raffles lighthouse. but it wasn't exactly very clear, but still rather cool. choppy waters, freaky.
super crowded bus, and i my stomach was grumbling, super hungry! and to make matters worse, the stupid tvmobile thing was showing this stupid food show. oh gosh. but i came home and had peanut butter bread :D
out for dinner with parents, and i'm starting to lose interest in PH. maybe i shouldn't have watched the last episode after all. but it's okay, i'm still borrowing, and i'm still watching.
grace is like super sweet la. aw, you made my day (:
off to camp for the next few days, be back saturday. no worries, i'm pretty sure i'll survive. hopefully i don't get bored to death, but yeah, i'll be okay.
awaiting the perfect opportunity
21:25
who knew that so many things could happen in one day?
woke up around 930 today, but refused to get out bed til 11. bread & soup for brunch, shall have tea later then. lol.
after so many months, i've finally lay my hands on the piano once again. and boy, it feels good, it's as if i'm missing piano lessons. but seriously, i don't think i'll ever go back to those days. haha, would i?
currently ripping all my CDs into the com. finally, after so many weeks i've finally gotten down to ripping the CDs in. mans, i should get iTunes, but get me an iPod la. :/ fine, i shall shut up.
rubbish land tmr. :/ i pray may yong would go. oh pretty please!
then i'm heading off to camp. gosh, the day has come, i'm going for camp. four freaking days of non-stop forums, presentations and project plannings. it's gonna be boring, but i'm staying positive.
been having a strange habit of staying positive these few weeks. but it's not like it's all bad.
looking on the bright side of life (:
14:13
the strange wonders of friendster. you find people whom you know by face, and you find out fascinating things about them that you never knew. and i view anonymously, phew.
church was pretty okay; worship, sermon, cellgroup. saw gdd finally, after so many countless weeks. okay, just two, but still! i know the drummer's name now too. yes, the wonders of friendster. no sign of lbpt la, and kelly wouldn't tell me his friendster. -.-
and like, everybody has a fender?! i want one too la. worship team peeps, elias has a fender, angus has a fender. oh man, this shit is totally unfair.
random thoughts:
it's strange how i got my pink adidas shoes because that was the only colour available.
it's strange how i got my pink handphone because that was the only colour available.
aw, pink sucks.
you know, i kinda expected my mom to freak on the newly bought bag. but she didn't, that should be classified as weird, shouldn't it?
no school tmr, hooray! :D
staying home the whole day, hooray! :D
i shall, do something useful tmr, i hope.
eyes are sensitive to light, gotta restrict man. x)
and the other one's gone,
tell me what's left?
i stand here before You in wide open wonder
22:41
shirley: :D and i have a problem loading your blog la, but anyways. i miss you! ):
man, i'm up early. woke up at 9.27, a short while after joyce smsed me. it's like, her sunday morning smses are my wake up call, caused by radiation or somewhat. cos my phone is on total silent, no vibration, no nothing.
so i'm looking forward to later. :D i just wanna know what fascinating things may happen today. argh dammit, it's first sunday of the month. still, everything proceeds as per normal.
shan't be late. meeting people for lunch.
just let me play my new found ex-love game, rollerboy 2! :D
then i'll go bathe and leave the house. heh, i think i'll still be late.
10:04
dorcas: haha, yes yes it was fun! next time must bring extra clothes okay! :D
joyce: IMM is a shopping mall that has the hypermarket Giant, which also has a branch at turfcity. and in IMM, besides that big-known Giant, there's also other stores la, like Adidas, newly opened. :D some parts of the pool were murky la, ew. is lying under the sun with the intention of drying considered tanning? cos i'm sunburnt.
the brand with the three stripes
woke up at 1.30pm today. waited to go meet grace, but she postponed til 4.15, and mom wanted to bring me shopping for formal wear, so i couldn't already lor. went Holland V FOS to shop, finally bought a white blouse. :D went brickworks for dinner before heading to TCT help mom set up stuff. then dad and i went IMM! totally crowded man, so many cars, and so few carparks left. thankfully, we didn't have to wait so long. i was keeping my fingers crossed as we walked closer to adidas, praying that the bag was still there. and it was! so yeah, i bought the grey-black with a tinge of green sling. :D it's only $10 less than the retro leather la, and it's so much smaller. so what, it was love at first sight and i had to buy it, and there was discount. though dad insists it was because of the card he used. -.- went giant, because dad was looking for his toothpick holder. -.- but whatever, i've got my adidas bag, and i'm a happy girl! :D today, i've realised that adidas prices never ever drop. -.-
so it's the usual tmr, but it's no daily routine. because there's always something new to expect each week. and right now, i'm feeling tmr's gonna be way different from any old times. (:
it's fascinating how people walk in and out of your life. sometimes, once they're somewhere else and out of contact, you lose that friend. that's not good now, is it? maybe that's why they tell you to treasure what you've got, because you never know what happens tmr, and whether or not there will be a tmr.
there's huge power in connection, seriously. so expand your social networks, and lets get cracking.
"all the world's a stage and all the men and women merely play it"
-nokia advertisment featuring Gary Oldman
right now, all i want is an iPod nano, which i feel i'm never gonna get it. what's for christmas? x)
20:43
i'm supposed to go bathe, then go settle my own dinner. but look at the time, i'm still here. -.-
i should never be left home alone la, or at least give me something to do.
i missed Princess Hours, and now i'm missing Charmed.
oh wells, guess i'll go bathe, and catch what's left of it.
hopefully.
20:56
wo ren shi yi ge nu hai
ta tian zhen huo puo ke ai
zai deng dai.. (and then i can't remember)
the addiction is over, thankfully. oh man, i'm still waiting for h, when is it gonna reach my hands man. :D
sunburnt, from going to a shopping mall in tshirt shorts. how can that ever be possible?
open house went pretty well today, there were only 29 people who came la. did all those shit for nothing. went vivocity after that with dorcas and kelly. went sky park with no intention of getting wet, except feet maybe. but in the end, whole body drenched, and i was in tshirt and shorts. :/ then checked out adidas. like omg, it's larger than i expected la. and they don't have that sling bag that i want. shall go IMM soon to go get it then. it's bound to be less than $79 la, because the retro leather one is $79. went breadtalk to buy 'lunch' and back to sky park to munch, and back to water. had no intention of getting feet soaked, but still did because i wanted a rock? walked around and then went home. took the same 97 home as monday. :D
meeting grace tmr for ciprc meeting. and then there's nothing else, don't know if dad's working cos mom has some facillitating tmr night, and i'll be all alone. ):
weekend's here! :D
i should go bathe la, i'm still not fully dry. xD
i want to watch Step Up! :DD
17:51
today was pretty okay actually, surprisingly. and i now know, one's most vulnerable when alone. -.-
trip to SHF. omg, so loner can. but at least i survived through the ordeal. met dorcas and kelly to do open house stuff, geok ying came. settled everything and went 7-11 at bukit purmei. came back to school for NE launch. i was nodding off to sleep actually, ended before 7pm. took 166 to meet parents at clementi, collected specs and dinner.
open house tmr, dammit la. i pray that all goes smoothly. settling the last minute stuff now, i shouldn't have procrastinated la. pfft!
the new specs is making my eyes feel very tired, maybe it's cause i already am.
i still need a white blouse to wear for formal dinner, and my mom refuses to bring me shopping. so i suppose i'd have to do with what i have at home, which i don't know what. shall start planning what to pack for the camp.
oosh, i'm in room 46! :D and i have a roommate called dorcas! :DD and i have a neighbour called jojo! :DDD yay, bunking's gonna be tremendously cool. (:
running nose is worse, gosh.
22:00
LI SHAO XIANG, I KNOW HIS NAME :D
haiya, i need to upload a blog song that would work. so for now, it'll be absolutely nothing. stupid bolt stuff doesn't seem to load la.
chinese prep, i have no idea what we did today. i took a half hour nap, when i finally fell asleep at 840. ms lee asked me yesterday why i look so blur. ms foo asked me today why i look as if i haven't woken up. it's chinese, and for me, what dya expect.
came home, and watched the remaining 6 discs for 'it started with a kiss'. completed and done! (: oh man, i can't wait for sequel, it's chao nice luh. i suppose that's what they truly mean by 'opposites attract'. and sigh, she waited a whole five years for her dream guy man, at least her dream came true. oh man, i hate all these shit romance stuff la, it's so.. i don't know.
i'm getting a wee bit tired of PH. maybe cos i don't want to watch it on tv anymore, shall wait til i get my hands on the box set. maybe i just wanted to be original, do something that everybody's not doing, to stand out from the crowd. oh shut up!
dad's down with the flu, and i think i'm going down too. nose is suddenly blocked and running. :/ excuse, excuse to not turn up tmr, but we'll see how la, cos i think it's pretty important.
so yes, industrial visit #1 tmr, and i pray all goes well. then settling stuff for open house, followed by NE launch in the evening, i'll be home late. oh man, rush hour.
i think hedgehogs are cute :D
today's straits times. omg, edison chen! :DD
miracles in life don't happen everyday, but wishes can come true. mine's not a wish, not yet a miracle, but at least it made my day. (: this week has been good, so far. :D
i'll continue to keep that positive attitude.
i know you know, and i don't wish to know
those words are still running running running in my head
22:00
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song